Monday, 27 July 2015

Bus Diaries

18.06.2014 (20.30 hrs)
West End to Baker Bus stop

There are some relations in the world that are built only by coincidental meetings. That don't have superfulous conversations or profound ones. But yet so, when the two people meet, there is an inner satisfaction, A satisfaction of trust and confidence in each other. A satisfaction which defines the relation so well and yet makes it complex with words.
I would travel in bus number 164 weekly. An old lady climbed up along with me. She dad her hair perfectly tied in a bun. As though it was glued to her head. She draped her saree in a manner that didn't reduce the prominance of her ponch.  She wore a pair of glasses up her tiny nose. And if in a hurry, she'd walk like a penguin. Probably because her old knees couldn't balance the mass suspended from her bones.
She seemed as frequent as me, so we recognised each other well. Though I never struck a conversation with her and nor did she, her eyes spoke about the trust she had in me. After all, I had been travelling this route since almost three quaters of a year now. She always gave me a feeling of backing. A feeling of satisfaction.
She'd be always rushing to the bus stop, probably from her work place, to be just in time for bus number 164. Ironically, it seemed that she was more satisfied seeing me than knowing whether or not she had missed the bus. Or supposedly she thought of the obvious ("If the young girl is here, I obviously haven't missed the bus").
So well, that evening, the bus arrived late. Prominantly late. Not that it was ever on time, but it was always unnoticebly late. The bus arrives majorly empty so I always tend to catch hold of the seat next to the window. Do you like sitting on the window seat while on bus journeys in the evening? That is my favourite spot! While you get to have a look at the world around you, the evening breeze of Pune will blow off all the tiredness. It is all so magical! Or so I feel.
As I entered the bus, another familiar face caught my eye. The conductor! And again, satisfaction spread a wide smile on my yet-so-tired face. Suddenly, he smiled back and pointed at a vacant seat by the window. Grabbing the opportunity, I glanced at him and giggled a bit.
Around two stops later, a lady climbed up. She was middle aged, I reckon and seemed that she had just attended a function, The saree she wore was of Kanjivaram silk which shined even in the dim lighting of the bus. Gold jewellery hanging from her neck and ear lobes. Had her thick black hair plated up with a gajra (garland of jasmine flowers that is tied to the hair). She seated herself on the seat in front of mine. The evening breeze that I warmly welcomed through the window had now brought a gift along. The breeze flowed in with the incredible fragrance of these jasmine flowers! And oh how it left a blush on my cheeks!
As the bus driver pulled over, onto the bridge, I heard the gentle flow of the river below. The conventions were stronger then. I saw the reflection of the night sky and the colourfully lit roads (which ran parallel to the river). I gulped dollops of this art and digested it in my bus diary. For all I knew, I never wanted to forget such beautifully lived moments. Ever!

Monday, 20 July 2015

It is July on My Clock

So it is July on my clock
A month after half the walk
Though 'tis the beginning I feel,
For a new embellishment, my life shall steal
From whom, hardly I know
But definitely the best one that my world will show!

So it is July on my clock
And I met an old man on the dock
With a white beard and silver hair
He said "If I tell a story, would you care?"
Not quite eager for my response,
He anyway started his share

"So it was July on my clock
And I was as handsome as Dwayne 'The Rock'
I looked for embellishment too
When I couldn't find any, I was as young as you
In New York I was, yet enthusiastic but hungry for it
I made up my mind to steal a bit

So it was July on my clock
And one morning somebody gave my door a knock
By then happy as I was
With what I stole, being the cause
I quickly grabbed open the door knob
With bewildered words, a voice said:
'Oh my! Is this you, Bob!?'

So it was July on my clock
And I had ignored all his talk
For it seemed quite a minute disappointment,
In my worthy life, that he had lent
I said to myself:
'Being such a good character,
Why would anyone not like me?
He is just jealous, I see!'

So it was July on my clock
And that day it rained in New York
Downstairs I went with my umbrella
Streets filled with children, playing in the hour
One of them, Kyle, was it?
Came running to me, soon faded his smile
'Did you have an umbrella all this while?!'

So it was July on my clock
And I was in a shock
A question that needed time and thought
Brought me here and helped me sought
It was not soon before I realised,
This embellishment did not quite define me
After all, it was a stolen asset you see!

So it was July on my clock
And after quite a lot of hours I came here to this dock.
I made sure I shall create my own flavour
A flavour that I did not beg, borrow or steal.
An original and authentic feel
And yes! That was me, is me and shall be me, always!"

So it is July on my clock
And I lost the old man somewhere at Dwayne 'The Rock'
He doesn't seem to have a tasteful flavour of his own,
And hence all this mourn!
He says to me, "I hope my presence has been worth your while!"
Scarce as my time with that man, I cared just enough to smile
He left before me, I'm glad

I'll spend a few hours here, while I'm still a lad!

Summer It Is

I barely know what a holiday is now. Is it an imagination? A fairytale? I have forgotten what it is to relax for a day. Today, the summer air blew into my ears. Oh my! Seemed like a forgotten past wants to show existance. Seemed like a life I had known about, has flipped it pages back on me.
I looked up. I don't know to what. All I saw were the green leaves sun bathing. The summer has resumed, my eyes noticed.
To me summer signifiess freedom, rebirth, independence, holiday!
I want a day of mere thought. A day all by myself, a day of summer!

(Dated: The 18th day of the second month of 2015)

Saturday, 18 July 2015

Weddings in India

Indian weddings. Why are they grand? A very large majority of Indian families save a buck-load of their income for their child's wedding (Especially if it's a girl). Because that, will probably be the last spoon of expenditure served by these old folk to their children. Once the law of this society agrees upon them getting married, all the guests barge into the house. Some invited, otherwise unwanted. After all, I think Indian weddings become grand because of the guests who turn up. Friends and family who are present to offer blessings to the young couple is what makes Indian weddings grand. There is a simple rule: the more, the merrier. Here, the word 'grand' is not only used to exhibit the excitement of the all the peeps i.e. all the confusion, tension, happiness and grief but also the stupidity and togetherness or rather, stupidity by togetherness!
Quite recently, I attended the wedding of my close relative. Out of all the weddings I have attended, this is the only one which resides in my conscious mind. Somehow in this function, the rule shifted to: the more, the merrily disorganised! The number of rituals and traditions to be followed were countless. In order to get all of them done in a sorted manner, the pre-invited guests were put to work. The wedding house immediately turned topsy turvy! Not because there were many people who didn't want to work but because all of the people thought THEY were in charge! Me? I just sat aback and laughed off. This was the limit of chaos I'd seen in my family. Sometime later, I had ten others sit beside me and scold me because I wasn't doing the job assigned to me. Of course, I got busted eating most of the sweets and other tasty dishes! Now I think I was one of the prime reasons for everyone to think that they were incharge. Because that's exactly what elders do, you know. It's not very soon after you scold a sweeper on the deck of a ship for his inefficiency, that you start believing yourself as the captain. 
I had had quite some laughter on the journey back home. After all, I had just attended an Indian wedding!